eating disorder
I would like everybody to know that I suffer from anorexia. However, with that being said I’d also like to mention that I am not very good at it. I just don’t have the will power to not not eat. I thought of this idea this morning as my excuse for skipping breakfast and thought it was mildly funny. Being anorexic, but not very good at it….
Truthfully, my eating habits are positively correlated with my exercising habits, whereas, my desire to eat is disassociated with exercising. The more I exercise the more I want to eat and the more I actually do eat. But, when I exercise less I eat less while retaining my desire to eat. My brain says, “eat less cuz you ain’t burning off those calories”, but my stomach says, “feed me you little turd!”
And there is nothing like just “feeling fat” (while not actually being fat) that motivates one’s self to exercise. It just gets annoying when things like dinner plans or group events get in the way. Society doesn’t tell me what to do, my body is the one who issues the commands.
Truthfully, my eating habits are positively correlated with my exercising habits, whereas, my desire to eat is disassociated with exercising. The more I exercise the more I want to eat and the more I actually do eat. But, when I exercise less I eat less while retaining my desire to eat. My brain says, “eat less cuz you ain’t burning off those calories”, but my stomach says, “feed me you little turd!”
And there is nothing like just “feeling fat” (while not actually being fat) that motivates one’s self to exercise. It just gets annoying when things like dinner plans or group events get in the way. Society doesn’t tell me what to do, my body is the one who issues the commands.
Transmitted at 4/26/2006 07:47:00 AM
4 Comments:
being a somewhat female, all of my clothes are form-fitting, and eveyone can always see my stomach. At least you get to wear big baggy t-shirts or loose button-downs that cover your belly after lunch!!
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Christine, at 4/26/2006 12:40 PM
You know, occasionally I think with envy about the self-control that anorexics have.
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Spill The Beans, at 4/26/2006 2:10 PM
these days my eyes and stomach are bigger than my wallet. if it wasnt for those gas prices my wallet would be bigger so would my stomach. i would have to thank those nasty gas prices for my skinny figure
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blue1aqua1, at 4/27/2006 8:24 PM
What a great way to look at it...
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TYSEN, at 4/28/2006 6:57 AM
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